1st Bloom ✿ | Voice
[There's a lot of things wrong with what's going on right now. One; she's in some new place that doesn't look like her prison cell. Two; she's got some annoying wings on her back that are bothering her beyond relief, and not to mention the pain that they're bringing her. Wouldn't they have someone ready to give out painkillers at an instant? Or something to at least null the pain. Whatever it is, she needs to find out what in the hell is going on. And this...what is it- a journal? Yeah, she figures she'll go ahead and use it for the time being.
But how to go about this...there's a good chance if she's...well, herself, people won't actually listen to her, and would probably go on their way. She doesn't want to have to resort to this, but she's going to have to in order to garner some attention. So there's a sharp inhale of breath (well, partly due to the wings but) as she begins to speak.]
U-Um...excuse me, I have a few questions... [So far so good, she's playing it off with her rather sweet, innocent voice so far.] Is there a reason we have these wings on our backs...? I don't really like it much, and it's really bothering me. [There's another reason why she doesn't like them in the first place- she feels like they're mocking her with that pink color. Jeez.] A-And what is this place...? It's not home...did someone kidnap me? If so, then that's a really mean prank!
I'm also a little bit lost...um, if anyone could help out, I'd be really grateful for your cause! O-of course, that's all up to you whether you want to help me out or not...I'm not going to force you too, that's just a little too cruel... [She'd like it to be as cruel as possible, but hey. New place? She'll screw with people some other time, but right now, it doesn't seem right.]
...oh, I'm sorry, I should have introduced myself too...my name is Minatsuki Takami, it's...it's a pleasure to meet all of you...! Ow...these wings really hurt... [Her voice was a little pained as she was speaking, but she's no stranger to pain in the first place. So she's just trying to keep up this facade through all of it.]
Thank you for your time...um...I...I guess I'll...try and get used to the surroundings for now...
[And with a small sigh, she turns off the voice, a small curse under her breath.]
But how to go about this...there's a good chance if she's...well, herself, people won't actually listen to her, and would probably go on their way. She doesn't want to have to resort to this, but she's going to have to in order to garner some attention. So there's a sharp inhale of breath (well, partly due to the wings but) as she begins to speak.]
U-Um...excuse me, I have a few questions... [So far so good, she's playing it off with her rather sweet, innocent voice so far.] Is there a reason we have these wings on our backs...? I don't really like it much, and it's really bothering me. [There's another reason why she doesn't like them in the first place- she feels like they're mocking her with that pink color. Jeez.] A-And what is this place...? It's not home...did someone kidnap me? If so, then that's a really mean prank!
I'm also a little bit lost...um, if anyone could help out, I'd be really grateful for your cause! O-of course, that's all up to you whether you want to help me out or not...I'm not going to force you too, that's just a little too cruel... [She'd like it to be as cruel as possible, but hey. New place? She'll screw with people some other time, but right now, it doesn't seem right.]
...oh, I'm sorry, I should have introduced myself too...my name is Minatsuki Takami, it's...it's a pleasure to meet all of you...! Ow...these wings really hurt... [Her voice was a little pained as she was speaking, but she's no stranger to pain in the first place. So she's just trying to keep up this facade through all of it.]
Thank you for your time...um...I...I guess I'll...try and get used to the surroundings for now...
[And with a small sigh, she turns off the voice, a small curse under her breath.]
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My home is...nice. It's really nice, I'm surrounded by flowers all the time, and I live with my brother...it's peaceful, I do like it... [Okay, half of that was a lie, the other half is fairly true.]
But, um...is this place going to be my new home for the time being...? I...I don't know if I can adjust to that...
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You really like flowers? [Maybe he should get her one. He doesn't even know a thing about flowers, but if it's that special to her then perhaps it'll help Minatsuki forget that she's in pain? Where is Shiemi when you need her? She loves gardening and she'd know which flowers look nice and make people relax.]
I'll go get you one and I'm sorry about your brother. The least I can do is make you feel more at home.
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Whatever, she'll worry about that sort of thing later. Right now, though, she's pretty surprised that Shu is already getting a flower for her sake.]
Y-You don't have to do that for me...! I...I can try and make this place feel like home as it is...you're too kind for doing that for me...
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No, it's nothing. Don't worry about it. Do you want me to come find you? I can show you around.
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I'd really like that...um, I'd be really scared by myself, so having someone else show me around is a little bit better, I think.
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Okay. Do you know where you are? Try telling me what you see around you and stay calm. I'll help you as much as I can. [And he's putting up his leader front here. Shu might be going through something difficult at the moment, but he believes that a good leader wouldn't abandon those who need help.]
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I'm standing next to what looks like a lake...and I see a couple of buildings from a little ways away...and a little house by the lake as well... [She has no clue how in the world she ended up here but she's really cold and she's already coughing.]
I...I can walk towards the buildings already...
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Shu decides to stop by one of the local stores so he can get Minatsuki a warm dress. Later, he finds her and he's holding a dress decorated in flowers and it looks fitting for the weather.]
Are you Miss Minatsuki? [Shu calls out to the other girl, not sure if that's really her or not. They've only spoken once over the Journals before so he has to confirm.]
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Yes, that would be me...it's a pleasure to meet y- [Waitaminute. She stops her speech once her eyes fall upon that dress that he's carrying, her eyes widening as a nervous laugh comes out of her.]
U-Um, e-excuse me, why are you carrying that...?
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I saw you and I thought that you're going through a hard time. I...uh...[Shit, when Minatsuki puts him on the spot he gets all nervous and awkward. So much for trying to be the good guy here.]
I didn't want you to get sick wearing that so, um here. [He hands the big dress to her.]
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[It's a total 180 from how she was previously- but she still can't believe that Shu gave her something as cutesy as this. If it isn't obvious, her face is pretty disgruntled by now, herself quickly getting in Shu's face.]
You trying to toy with me here?! H-How the hell could you get someone a dress-hell, someone you don't even know?! You White Knight folks are...are...!
[Her eyes divert back to the dress, it's too damn cute, why the hell did he have to buy it?!]
This little shit isn't allowed to be this cute...I wish I could just rip it up...!
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I'm not trying to toy with you. [While he may look apologetic for pissing Minatsuki off, he isn't about to accept that way of talking. His voice is firm and demanding.]
Try thinking about it for a minute. You're out here in the cold and you don't really have much of a choice but to accept help from others. When I arrived here I was forced to endure so many things alone. I didn't want to make you go through what I did. Stranger or not, you deserve all the help you can get.
Call me whatever you like, I'm not changing my mind about this. [Even though Minatsuki's tone is harsh, Shu does sense that Minatsuki's attached to the dress even if she won't admit it. She just called it cute despite her language. He eases up a bit because of that.]
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...feh. [She seems to be pouting after his explanation, her grip on the dress becoming a bit tighter.] Still, you could have come with something a little less extravagant than this. I mean, look at it for crying out loud! [She's practically shoving it into Shu's face.] You could have settled with something simpler! I don't care if you had to go through hardships alone- at least you made it through!
[Still more grumbling, as she pulls away from him to stare more at the dress. After a while, though, she gives up and puts it on quickly, turning around to face Shu. That angry look is still residing on her face.]
...c'mon, let's get moving. This is already embarrassing as it is...
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Was I mistaken? [He's really sorry if he is and he does take a look at that dress again. Nope. Shu's not seeing anything wrong with it.]
And you're right. I made it through and that's what matters. We have to keep going here, as well.
[He acknowledges Minatsuki's words and decides to show her around the village.]
Is there any place here that caught your eye? Where do you want to visit?
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Still, at his suggestion, she's already pressing a finger right up against his chest.]
I dunno, you tell me where we should start. You're the escort, you know, being a white knight to apparently any girl who'll cry and give you a sob story. Just take me someplace to eat and we'll be golden, got it?
[She's a little annoyed, but at least it's being suppressed by her still fussing over the dress she just put on.]
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It's not a sob story. [He says that part firmly.]
What you gave me wasn't something you made up just so you could get help. I know you needed help. I could have brought you a blanket, but I wanted to show you just how important it is to accept help when it's given to you.
We're all in this together so don't say that.
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However, hearing his explanation is reminding her of a certain someone else that she used to know. With a few blinks on her part, her cheeks are puffing out as she reaches over to grab Shu by his shirt, pulling her closer.]
Look, it was all an act, got it? I only used you to get what I needed, and that's it. When help comes, I'll accept it on my own fucking terms, but right now, you're just a stranger to me, so don't go around saying shit like you know what's going on.
[She lets go of him, straightening out her dress.] And I'll say whatever the hell I want. Tch, why the hell are you so nice, anyways? Can't you see I'm being a little shit right now?
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You aren't the only one who's tried to use me before. [Gai and Segai both used him as a pawn. Gai even admitted that much.]
I'm acting this way because I have a better understanding of the situation than you do.
[He just glares at Minatsuki for half a second until she lets him down.]
Someone who has the ability to lie so effectively and use it to gain the advantage can't be a bad person.
[Sorry Minatsuki, he doesn't feel like swearing back by quoting you.]
You're willing to use any means necessary to survive. [Shu points this out because there was once a time where he was willing to hurt people so he could ensure his own survival.]
The way I see it, you're afraid because you don't understand anything so you lie and hurt others to put yourself on top. It's not going to work on me.
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Would you shut the fuck up!? How the hell are you going to decide how I feel, and how I act!? You don't know shit about me- no one does. So don't go around saying I'm afraid of this place.
[Her words are growing more and more malicious.] Why can't you fucking accept what I'm saying as the truth!? I'm a terrible person, and yet you're trying to tell me that I'm not?!
You're just some guy trying to make someone else feel better, aren't ya?! [And that sort of act pisses her off.]
I can care less about what's going to work on you or not; the fact of the matter is you don't understand who I am.
...No one understands who I am. No one, not...not you, nor anyone else at home, got it?! So...so please just shut the fuck up and...and...!
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He can partially relate to Minatsuki whether he likes to admit it or not. His tough guy attitude now is mostly an act when the truth is he's a total wreck inside.]
Answer me this: why would you tell me you're using me? You'd be better off lying to me for as long as you can. Instead you stopped.
You're not terrible, Miss Minatsuki. I am. [Shu just sort of reaches out for Minatsuki and tries to get her to calm down. Is this what Gai did every time Shu lost control? He's starting to feel a little sympathetic towards Gai now.]
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Why? It's obvious why anyone would tell you the truth. It's no fun to be using some sorry sucker for as long as they're walking; hell, they deserve to know the truth sooner or later. I figured that my time would have been revealed sooner than later.
[But at that last part, she's already moving her leg to kick him in the shin.]
Oi, don't say that, you asswipe. You ain't terrible; you're far from it. You helped me, and that's not terrible. [...well, it is, but whatever.]
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No...I. [Calm yourself, Shu.] My best friend's been lying to me for a long time now. He had his reasons. I just thought you were no different.
Wait...? You think I'm not terrible? [Suddenly he starts acting very shy. If Minatsuki's done lying to him then he's going to drop his act too. The next thing Minatsuki might notice is Shu lightly tugging onto her dress.]
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Everyone has their reasons for doing things, you know. You're no better, and I'm sure as hell not any better. I'll lie to get shit done my way, otherwise, others are pretty indispensable to me.
[She was going to say more, but Minatsuki stops her speech for her eyes to notice what Shu's doing. It causes her to stop whatever it is that she was doing for her to poke her head out of her dress, a sneer forming on her lips.]
The fuck do you think you're doing?
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Please.
[He's practically begging now which totally contrasts how he was before: bold and in control. ]
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